Been quite ‘surprised’ ( supremely shocked ) today
Not by the gesture , but with what i thought was my reaction to it.
Some one i know and i guess now some of my friends know him as well .. did a strangely curious thing . Wasnt a crime . Wasnt even annoying / disturbing or any such thing . Was childish for the lack of a better word.
But whats affected me most is – the fact that now i ll be double checking whatever i say to the very few people i anyways talk to. i have no idea why. but thats how i guess it would be.
I dont want to do that, its not intentional , but i think thats how it would be from now on.
This is absolutely the saddest bordering to depressing post that am gonna write ever.
Notes to you : Please dont read any more if you are visiting this page cause of an emotionally charged up plea!
Notes to myself : Erase and rewind.
Current Status : Out of Order … searching for some (order) in life …