What am i doing nowadays?
Writing it down , coz i really feel ‘seeing is believing’
Job front : Am pretending to be busy. Am excited about the supposed new stuff i would be working on BUT its taking too long for me to reach the exact state where the excitement takes the shape of reality and isnt just a figment of my imagination.
Personal front :
Am on my own. Taking each day as it comes ( thanks to my job!) .
Spending a lot of time reading , browsing and talking to people who , i have reasons to believe , exist. Are they friends? I dont know. but i do know its something i like to do and i am doing it at an alarming regularity( thanks to my job again). So are they friends? Well nope at the last count – there’s not even a single friend i can call and catch up over coffeee / go out for shopping / have a nice long refreshing gossip session with.
Am thinking a lot (now i am gonna stop thanking my job .. coz here on i declare – my personal life is a derivative of my professional life – and that ‘s NOT a good thing please.)
Not really sleeping much!
Travelling a lot – to Delhi , Amritsar , Ludhiana , Chandigarh – But ‘market visits’, meeting vendors , trips to warehouse – arent rated too high on my ‘fun things to do'( see didnt i tell you , personal life entwines with professional life & its not easy to distinguish between the two anymore!)
like my sis jokes around with me “what’s wrong with you , you sleep once in a week and eat once in three days!”
When some one used to ask me sometime ( a good era ) back – what’s up?
I would say – My spirits.
and now? I would say , can we have the next question please?